well,you seem to be a kind helper,thanks.
i am really confused person,really.
all my life,people around me have compared me with my brother.
every second is like a competition when i am around people.
that's why may be i like to be alone.
it is not that i haven't tried to make friends.but whenever i try to take any person in confidence ,trust me, everybody has almost ignored my point of views.people instead tell me 'how their life is harder than me'. here too people compare with me and try to show me, how they are greater than me.
i am fed up of this competing environment.