I read your last post. You should have important numbers on speed dial on your phone. Like the Sui,,,,, Prevention number, you have been posting here as well (that is good.).

I can' t think of anything that will you immediate feedback...maybe the PC support chat room?

I feel your pain.

I don't know if you went to a grief support group in your area. Because someone there might have good suggestions, too.

That's the best I can think of. Sorry I can't think of more.