Ill post something longer later.

My mood swings are ties to the season. Hypo during spring and mild depressions during winter. (I've only ever had terrible situational depressions) I typically increase medicine in the spring. I know I am going up if I start doing/saying certain things.

Honestly, I spent 2 weeks crying about death. I had terrible anxiety that wouldn't go away. Anxiety is the physiological response to mental worries. I have problems with my stomach when Im anxious. I also developed acid reflux from worrying too much. I am neurotic though. Not as bad as it used to be, but I worry a lot. Its a sign of something for me, too.