Maybe that's partly my depression talking. I thought I was doing the right thing by being more open about my mental illness, but now people are in AA treating me like an outcast, none of the women want to sit by me anymore or talk to me after the meetings like they used to. People just accuse me of "not working the program" or tell me that if I was of more service I wouldn't have these problems. I'd hate to quit, especially since that's one of the reasons I quit going to church. I'm so depressed.
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