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Originally Posted by InfiniteSadness
I think i was born this way- miserable*, depressed, angry, anxious, etc.. Its like I'm cursed and doomed to repeat the same mistakes. sometimes i feel i should be in a hosp. forever. and i hate it when people say, your not doing enough with your life or think 'positive'. I'm not doing enough with my life because I'm mentally incapable of
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I hate it when people who have no idea think they have the right to have an opinion on my life. Thinking positively makes things worse for me honestly. I try to be realistic, which usually means accepting that certain things will never change for me because I'm not like everyone else, I'm not mentally capable of the same things. I don't know if this will help, but realism is my sanctuary. Mistakes happen, mania/depression happen, but even if I can have a moment where I really laugh, watch a favorite movie, etc, those are what I live for now. Screw the big picture and the people who think we need to have one.
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