I will definitely look into that book, @NWgirl2013. Thank you all for your responses. I have been realizing how abusive and horrible this relationship was for me, and I started another thread in the relationships section of the forum.

So if you may have any additional advice, please don't feel free to offer. Every kind word means so much to me right now. I have only lived at home since August, and to make a long story short, this isn't my real home-town (my parent just lives here), so I don't really know anyone or have any real friends here, other than the people I work with.

I want my boyfriend back.