I cannot deal with change, even if it is positive. My early onset bipolar started when my family moved when I was 13.
I was doing well for a while, and now I have a lot of changes happening all at once including moving and dealing with a puppy. Once we closed on the condo I actually started crying hysterically. Now the idea of picking out appliances and packing all of my belongings, while working and puppy watching is making me start to lose it. I am so stressed out, crying often, and screaming and snapping at people. It is only getting worse. Any advice on how I will get through the next 3 months or so?
Julie
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DX: Bipolar 1, Anixety/Panic Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, and quite a few health problems.
RX: Lithium 900mg, Paxil 20mg, Xanax XR 1mg, Trileptal 300mg
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