I know its unhealthy and that I am basically just slowly killing myself, but I don't want to give it up. Not just yet. I am still fat. My therapist wants me to give it up but I can't, I won't, not yet. I want to be pretty for once. I won't be pretty till I get to 90lbs...right now I am 5 7 and weigh 120...fat I know. <font color="purple"> </font>