So, here goes...I am not sure how to categorize my feelings and thoughts on my present state of being. I am sort of in a dark place right now. I go from one extreme to the other at times (a lot of times). I am elated, then I can turn to being so irritated or downright angry at the drop of a hat. And all in the same day, hour, doesn't matter. So i guess that is part of the BPD.
Beyond that, it is these temperaments when I make choices I know are out there beyond what I would be doing if I were not in these times of distress. Just want to know if anyone else has gone through this and would like to have an honest discussion about this, in private is fine. Here is also good.
Thanks
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