I don't know what else to talk about... I've been obsessing about my social anxiety lately. Now I'm on here obsessing about my BPD so I don't have to obsess about my social anxiety.

I really need to engage in more interests/hobbies but I've been so depressed and disinterested in everything. Like right now I just want instant gratification... like I feel like going out and drinking or having sex or cuddling.. I want human interaction, I wish I had more friends.

I'm sorry.. I should go take a bath and chill the eff out.