I'm right there along with you. I have done the same thing, around the same time that you did. I was off of here first though... I'm just reading all of this now. I guess it took you a little longer to reach that point. But you did.... And now your not hyperfocusing on the condition. it makes a huge difference not being on here and just dealing with real life, as opposed to being on here and re opening all of the wounds that would otherwise heal.

I believe that's what you were getting at. At least for me that is true. But I checked in here to look you up. And I can see that my beliefs and opinions are really showing through on here... to the point that I really don't care who I piss off, cuz I'm gonna say what I want to say.

And I want to say that I am proud of this decision that you have made, to focus on your family! As long as you are off, I bet that things are going well, better, manageable even. and with life I bet you are getting on with.

I won't beg for you to come back, cuz I know that by being gone, you are doing what's best for you and hopefully, by being gone, you don't even need the support group.

Those are my wishes for you. My hopes. That life for you right now is such that you can move on and not give the condition any more attention than it deserves.

hope ya took this the right way. I am just trying to say that at some point, we all need to move on. I'm moving on too. I did right before you did lol. haha, I went first! lol. but I came back looking for you. and found some really interesting stuff, that just showed me that I really don't need a site like this. You too? I would assume so, based on everything that you had said. I think that we are on the same page... as usual... together.

well, email me if ya wanna joke around. I don't want to focus on this bp crap... but I'm here for you if you need an ear. I'm here for you via email, facebook, messaging, but prolly not on this site. I got all my notifications off and I'm just too lazy to send Sabby a message to get rid of it. instead, I'll let it ride.

Here's to a good ride we had on this site... And here's to getting on with life!