Get on with my life.
I wasn't ready for him to move out and for me to be facing the thought of getting on with my life.
He sprung all this on me so fast and I had no idea. I thought (hoped) he would get back into college and be closer to getting his degree before he moved out. It's much easier to go to college when you're not paying bills.
Anyway...
I saw a cute movie with Meg Ryan and Antonio Banderas several years ago called "My Mom's New boyfriend."
When the son leaves home, his mom (Meg Ryan) is fat and unhappy. Then he returns home and she is thin, hot, sexy, and confident. She lands a new boyfriend (Antonio Banderas).
Maybe it's time for me to turn into Meg Ryan.