Is your memory something that happens all the time, ramdomly, or does it seem to be triggered by events in your life? By that I mean, my abuse was physical, and when I see something like a parent screaming at their child, it triggers memories of my abuse. If you could identify an event that's prompting this, it might help you figure out if this is real or not. Have you tried any therapy for this?
Greg
"Beauty is truth, truth is beauty - that is all you know on earth, and all you need to know"