I can't hold a conversation, I can't think as fast as I use to be able to, I can't function as good as I use to be able to. I am not as happy as I once was. I had a psychotic break into psychosis this past December, then got diagnosed as being bipolar. All I think about is why me and can I get better. The meds aren't helping and I am stuck in this position. Can anyone relate or is this normal for people who are bipolar. This is really frustrating, I feel trapped in my own skin and can only dream about being normal again.