I told her, and i don't regret it at all.
In fact, if anything, it's helped therapy.
I see this relationship with my therapist as a unique and special thing, that i have never had with anyone else. I miss her, i love her, i hate her (at times), and i know that she will understand all of this.

For me, therapy is my last ditch attempt at overcoming my issues, and as such, i have to be as honest as possible with her, ir she cant help me.

When i told her that i sometimes had erotic thoughts about her, and other times i want her to be my mum and adopt me, she ALWAYS makes me feel OK about it.
In fact, she told me that she used to have erotic transference about her therapist, and how she used to imagine that they would leave their spouses and run away together.