You probably do not want to hear this, but sounds like the meds are dumbing you down. A certain cocktail did that to me. It was gawdawful! My thoughts and reactions were slow and muted and my memory was no better than a goldfish. Yeah that killed my social skills immediately.

If not meds, could also be your brain is still recuperating from your episode, they can leave you out of sorts for months at a time, especially the woppers.

Uhm I dont have any advice except maybe speak to you doc, you might be overmedicated. They tend to want to tranquelize the episodes out of us with antipsychotics, and while this helps initially, its usually a good idea to use as needed or in small doses.

And I want to say that it can get better, but everybody's path to better is individual. This seems like the perfect opportunity to start carving out yours.