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Originally Posted by emgreen
I don't have BPD, but I am BP. Despite that fact, I couldn't agree more with S4's message that some folks blame their diagnosis on every quirk or "normal" emotion that they have. I often avoid reading the forum because of this fact. Accepting one's diagnosis is key to controlling the some of the symptoms. I find it sad that some people wallow in their diagnoses to a sickening degree. Sorry if I offend anyone with my post, but that's the way I feel...& I think that's what S4 was getting at. Thanks for the post S4.
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Yeah I see your point. And also a fair one.
But I would just like to stand up for myself In the fact. I have used this disorder as an excuse sometimes.
It's shameful.
But I def do not wallow in my depression.
I'm am unstable at the moment. And I prob have more good days then bad.
I recognise my bad days. And do everything I can to get out of them.
At the moment I feel I am my illness. How ever I am fighting this. Because I know cos I've done it before.
Public places and crowds are hard for me right now.
When I'm feeling better, I'm out going, funny and fairly confident person.
This is the person who I am always reaching out for.