Hey, Heather and friends...
I can 100% relate to everything you have said. I'm mostly lonely though am surrounded by ppl. I guess i shut my self out. I have a big family but can't talk to anyone, cuz they think very differently than me. I have no real relationships either. I spend most my time with my daughter and her heaven sent father. I put most if not all my weight on him. I'm lost too. I am desperately searching for help, in books in experiences, and in therapists... Plz keep your head up and be strength to others