Dear T,

I'm sorry that I can't say what I want to say when I'm with you...I'm afraid of you even though you do everything the "right" way (it's aggravating almost lol). I thought i caught you in a big mistake last week that would've caused me to have to leave, but i was the one who jumped to conclusions...Im sorry.

Since meeting you, I've gotten more anxious and the depression is the same. I'm scared of getting worse but I really want to hang on with you.