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Originally Posted by picklewheeze
I hope your pdoc can help.
Its really really hard to remember this things and talk about them but you are SO strong.
Youve made the first big step by telling your T, youre on the way up and out of this.
Dont give up, not after youve survived for so long. You can do this.
It wasnt your fault, why should you lose your life because of whaf he did?
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He told me it was my fault. And I believed him. I still do. He is dead now, but I can still feel his essence hanging around. I can't get rid of him. My pdoc is trying me on Trilafon to help with those thoughts as he doesn't think my perception of that is clear. My pdoc is great. He doesn't make me feel ashamed by anything he says or does. He tells me I'm not evil. But I feel evil. 
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV 
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost
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