So I remember being all red down there from all the rubbing he did. It burned and it hurt. I remember when I got into the bathtub the water on it would really hurt. I told my T this but I have this overwhelming urge to just cut everything off of me. I'm not going to do it, but that's how I feel. If it's not there it can't hurt me. I think my T feels sad for me. Which perplexes me.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost
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