Dont i just know how you feel lindsay.I felt excactly like that the other day,but ive been fine for 2 days now,i know the dark days will inevitably come again.as always tho they seem to get washed away to be replaced by normality and this is what you should hold out for.im probably telimg you what you already know.but i like to think of a warm sunny beach in the tropics.take care lindsay you have us and the sun will shine again