Your writings are so clear-

I am not aware of what a relapse does and who/what contains the answers to "fix" IT-

I am so confused about what to do for someone with a relapse? Are paramedics called out or something or just walk into a hospital?

I spent an hour with my kid today who is actively having one- mumblings- been 8 years since he was admitted to inpatient- but back then, I was new to it all and do not recall a thing! I asked if he'd rather stay home and he said yes.
So I let him.

AM I a horrible mom?