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dear monarch,
unfortunately, dear one, you r not alone. beads has lived most of her entire life beign made fun of, bullied, the buttend of jokes about her handicaps, etc..................well we r doing something about it this time - beads is waloking rite out of a verbally and emotionally abusive relationship with no funds to pay far where she is moveing to........we is trusting in God for that. we has deceided that we ARE gooder then that and we aint gonna allow ppls who belittle us, hurteds us on purpose, yell at us far no reason and otherways don't respect us in our life no more. we walk away from them . period. its time we show some backbone and it starts like NOW.
the stress of liveign wiith this kind of abuse is makeign our hair fall out, our chronws disease act up, our fingernails be ripping off constantly that they look like beads chewed em off but only her aint got no teeth...........
stress can kill u......we has already had belly cancer once because of stress and we aint gonna wait far it to get that bad this time.
we is turn over new leaf. no one disrespects us beadies no more. period. we is not so desperate far friends that we needs to tolerate this and we aint gonna no more.
I dunno what to tell u about how to handle it with ur step dad other then to tell him if u can be respectfull of me then don't talk to me at all r something. it is not my family tho so it is hard far beads to say. our heart goes out to u cuz we unnerstand how delicate situation such as this can be. pray about it. maybe the answer will come to u. hang in their. and beads hear anytime, just a pm away anytime if u need to talk.
mary sue & all us beadies
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hold onto whatever hope u have with all the strength u have.............
can.....
will.....
watch me.....!
dance as if no one is watching!! always!!!!!!
xx
all of us beadies
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