I've not seen my children in 12 months missing them so bad my ex
Is making it so hard I'm frightened she will use my bpd to stop me
I'm ashamed I have this what will they think of me
Frightened what to say if I get to see them it's all my fault
I want to end my life how am I going to get through it
I failed as a farther feeling so alone can't sleep any more not
Eating hope to starve myself and end it my kids will be better off
Without me why did this happen to me what did I do