Hi Maven,
I am ever so sorry you're going though this right now. I do hope you're able to find the right help that works for you.
Might your boyfriend be able to move it, without you watching? Or wearing ? Gloves even. I do hope you don't mind me offering some solutions. I hope maybe someone ? Could help you with your room in any way that does not distress you. Please forgive me for asking have you sought any medical help for this. Please only discuss what you feel safe too.
Take care
Kate