...a hole in my head a reality split a diversion a gigantic gap!

a freaking mess of a thing a nightmare during the daytime nobody get too close....unless you arrived already...but this aint about you but it always was...

everybody affects everybody else I affect people and it freaks me out...

and yet we are all alone?

...cos when they aint there?...then I am like I was before but much much worse cos I experienced them and now nothing and no way that sux and I miss them and they are gone and now what!!?

sounds all borderline get stuffed it's just life I would like to see a freaking expert diagnose life!

sounds all psychotic get stuffed it's just life I don't want to believe any expert can diagnose my life!

so many events have torn pieces off me...and yet?

it's not audacity on my behalf!...

the more this world glorifies the ********!...
the more I appear the dipshit!

but ...oh?.....oops!

I arrived here before...I am an old soul...

all my mistakes are already made...

I cannot fall any further