I don't understand what being close is about...

I'm serious

it seems everyone else knows what this phenomenom is about!

I ride on the back of those that appear to love.

but what a freaking joke!

it's such a desperate expedition of emotions!

I never had no true idea just exactly how much all those around me were trying so hard to be loved...

and!

here is the real kicker right!...

they were like 'normal' and all that!!

so?...guess what I tried to do??

yes~!...very cool guess!...I tried to do the same

but the thing is...

I had to let go...and I had my opportunities to let go...

so someone could scoop me up!

but I don't trust anybody...

cos?

from where I come from?

it's likely they be using me