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Originally Posted by sbcovino
Hi there, I was just wondering if anyone could point me in the right direction.
Im just going to blurt some stuff and if anyone could help that would be awesome.
I saw a psychologist for a few sessions, and she told me she thought I had some sort of personality disorder. I left because I didn't want to be diagnosed and on the books.
I believe that everyone is conspiring against me, and try to catch people out all the time. When someone asks me to come to something, or do something, I always feel there are ulterior motives, in an attempt to humiliate me.
I find myself believing that everything, for example the way sticks are on a pavement, or how things are arranged are how people are going to treat me, or do to me.
I hear voices occasionally at night time, and this is usually just random conversations as coming from the walls or ceiling, usually quite loudly.
I also hear music when its quiet and can never find it, it just goes and keeps appearing. I also hear people screaming, and shouting my name amoungst loud noises, like the shower or cars going passed.
Also last night I was laying in bed watching a movie, and my wall turned into a full view of a paddock outside, and a fence beyond that where someone was looking through it staring at me.
If anyone can help it would be greatly appreciated.
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let me get this straight when your treatment provider was trying to diagnose (tell you what your problems are called) you left because you didnt want a diagnosis... and now you come here asking us to diagnose you (tell you what your problems are called/point you in the right direction)
Im sorry but only your psychiatrist can point you in the right direction/tell you what these symptoms are...
we dont tell each other what their problems /diagnosis's are....online websites are not supposed to take the place of seeing a psychiatrist.. this website even has that wrote on every page at the bottom of the page..
All we can do here is tell you whether we have had the same issues you have and what our own treatment providers called those things in ourselves...
looking at your symptoms I have had them and my treatment providers called them many different things depending upon other accompanying symptoms....
hallucinations
delusions
paranoia
sleep deprivation
lack of food
lack of fluids
psychosis
medication problems
Multiple Sclerosis
depression
anxiety
anemia
bipolar disorder
possible paranoid personality disorder
possible schizophrenia
possible other physical health issues
and many others too..
if you google these symptoms you will find millions of millions of results that share these same symptoms.
again only your treatment provider can tell you what this is with in you...
my suggestion if you really want to know what this stuff is then go back to your psychiatrist and let them do their