I have to write I biography for my Pilates class and it is really hard for me to do. I'm afriad that if I share it with others, that they will not like me for who I am. The hard thing is just trying to write it. It brings back so many memories and aweful events that has happened in my life. How can I get it done and still feel good about myself? It's just so hard to feel good about what has been done in the past. I keep cuddling with my stuffed bear because it has been helping me through coping with it. Besides it's is also part of another assingment that I am doing for therapy. Between therapy and writing this biography is really tough on me. I feel like digging a hole in the back yard and having someone burry me alive.