I've already talked to my estranged husband... who isn't all that estranged. HA! I didn't get much feedback. He just hung his head like a scolded school boy. There may be a small change for a small amount of time, but after 30+ years, I know better than to expect much.

He asked me last night if I wanted to go shoot pool with him... in a nasty little "titty" bar. Yeah right! I've never shot pool and I'm sure not good at watching half naked girls... with me at twice what I should weigh and in a wheel chair to boot!!! Besides, that's not my element. LOL

He did buy me a beautiful Beta Fighting Fish, thought! WoooooooHooooooooooooooo ... NOT. I also got a pint of my favorite ice cream. I suppose this is supposed to make up for forgetting about me and my needs. MEN!!!! No, I know they're not ALL like him! I just pick winners, that's all.

Somehow I'll find a way to be self-sufficient... if I can ever find the door!