Nah not crazy... i am fascinated when i find out things about my pdoc or therapist. i've posted some stories. one i never posted was that over the summer i went to pdoc's, i think i had to drop off a payment, her office overlooks her house and pool and backyard. she must have a son home from college or something because there were 2 teen looking guys having a bbq pool party, obviously underage, drinking beers and smoking fat bong hits and coughing really loud. i loved it, i love seeing them/pdoc's/therapists' life in reality.

and then my old therapist, i know just way too much about because my daughter lives with her son in their garage. she is far more far from perfect than i thought! and actually turns out to have quite a mean streak. my daughter told me her boyfriend is scared of his mom, and that she's crazy. i said, well you know i'm sorta crazy too. my daughter said, but you're a great mom, you show us love and affection! made me tear up like i do.

another idea, i talked to a gf today, her friend is about to graduate with her doctorate in psychology. my friend is so proud of her friend because she's overcome a majorly dysfunctional childhood including sexual abuse from father with mother knowing full well... made me think about how they say most people who go into psychology do often have some issues of their own, driving them into the field to figure out their own heads.

i think it just is really interesting to find out their private secret lives because i've shared my secrets. so to me i think it's totally normal to want to know more about them. and to remember no one is perfect, even though they may look it on the outside.

you could ask her, so i'm curious - have you ever had to deal with anyone on a close personal level that is like me, who has dealt with meds to keep in control?

i wouldn't say you looked up anything about her and she'd likely say it's just against the ethical code or something for her to discuss any of her personal life with you... but you could still ask and say, ok i was just curious...(?) it's ok to ask a question.