We care. When you have health problems (physical and mental) that make day-to-day activities hard to do, and when it's even hard to relax, life isn't fair. It's scary, sometimes, too.

I think you'll find a lot of people here (myself included) who feel we deserve better than what we got. Others have low self-esteem and think they deserve the bad things that happen to them, but that's not true. I just want you to know you're not alone.