(((((triste)))))) I can relate to feeling that way - Feeling stupid or invisible. Not an easy place to be in. Wish I knew what to say that would help you feel better and not ignored. I'm not usually on this forum I don't think. Came across your thread in today's posts, as I often post from there. will keep an eye out for you though. feel free to keep contact if you'd like. I hope you'll stick around. We can all use another friend.