Dear Newer T I Have Only Seen 3 Times,

I hope you call me back tomorrow and I can see you this week. I think I need you as my "consultant" while I figure out my T and ex-T mess, how insulting is that??
If I could separate myself easier, I would make you my new T. I can breathe when I am in your office, almost like you are normal, like it's normal therapy, like you are "normal"? Whatever that means. I just hope you can and will see me, and I haven't used up my visits since I haven't committed to you as my new T (yet).
I have to be dug out from the ditch, where the mire is like quicksand, first. Please help.