I'm very novelty seeking when it comes to relationships, I tend to date guys who I feel have interesting careers/lifestyles. I've dated a lot of musicians.. they can be interesting/exciting but often times make terrible boyfriends.. but I can't get past it, everyone else seems so subpar. Things are either really exciting to the point where it's overwhelming and I can't get comfortable.. or I'm totally bored/disinterested. I'm not sure how to get over my ex.. he had his masters in physics and was also a musician... like he was so angry and passionate and channeled it all into intellectual and creative pursuits, it was beautiful to me. He was also introverted/socially awkward like me but learned how to manage it.. he could recognize that he just didn't like people and he didn't care. Not only that we had amazing chemistry. :X No one else comes close to comparison.. I kind of give up.