I think I am going to have to throw away my cheese. I was doing fine having it just twice a week. Very diciplined. Until i began not being able to fall asleep until about 6 in the morning. It seems that at 5:30 in the morning I am cooking cheese. Today it was in an open face omelette. A lot of seriously sharp cheddar ( thats the actual name of it) and very flavorful romano. All gooey on top. I may have to throw out the cheese. And then figure out how I will be able to change my sleep patterns.

Compulsive eating disorder is so difficult to navagate. for me its like having a kid that is me. And that kid wants all kinds of foods. And lots of it. And I have to manage to not give in to it. Its hard.