I can identify with your post but I haven't been dx'd. I have been wondering about bp2 as it came up when I was searching for agitated depression. Have you read 'why am I still depressed?' from what you say, if you haven't, I think you would find it interesting.

Whatever it is with me, it cycles all over the place and it's not good energy lately. I want to crawl out of my skin. Does that sound familiar?