I wondered how you were going on with the situation with T and the consult T

Did you read the thread on going into a childlike state in therapy? There was a link in there somewhere to an article about attachment (don't know how to link from my iPod!), and the stages you can go through - just with some things you've said I wondered if it could be relevant.. I think it is for me. There's the idea that when it's difficult and you're wondering whether to walk away, if that's a time when you could be on the cusp of some healing..? I think that could be true for me, at least. You know I saw a consult T, too, after having some similar issues with my T, and I've been on the very brink of leaving my T, an idea so painful to me, but we've had issues and I seemed to 'go backwards'... but, we've had another heart to heart and I think we can continue, and put the bumps in the road down the 'the process' and part of the 'journey'... Mightn't be as relevant to your situation, but maybe worth pondering