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The weekend was quite bad and I have been having sleeping issues surprise surprise!!
Think everything is contributing to it.....
1. My Mum had a heart attack 27th Feb quite serious she needs a heart bypass
2. I have put in for housing
3. I am wanting to apply for jobs as the benefit system in the UK is about to throw everyone up in the air
4. Trying to lose weight
5. Fundraising for my charity
6. My head is on party mode
7. I am still volunteering
My relationship with my Sister is still VERY up and down.... sometimes I think she is the crazy one. I am so angry lately that its getting ridiculous. I am trying to keep it under wraps but its just pouring out of me. Like tonight I was in the kitchen my Sister "accidently" splashed on me and I got really angry and had to put my jumper in the washing machine which I am raging about. I came into my room and burst into tears..... grrrrr!!!!
Tomorrow (Thursday) I am having my Drama-Therapy interview.... excited, anxious and petrified all in one!! My SW's have said they are thinking the Drama Therapy will be good for me to explore my feelings and emotions as I do struggle to get it all out..... SW "how do you feel?" ME "meh??" SW "what does meh mean???" ME "don't know. I just feel weird as usual???"
Life is never easy is it!
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