Hello forum,
So today I caught myself. I caught myself acting and pretending. I have a job now at the Zoo and when I was on my way there, I did not feel good at all. I felt sad and mentally tired. Why the mental tiredness? I did not realize that I have been giving everybody my all (I call this 110%) and smiling and productive and ready, when I'm nowhere near there. It feels like every morning I wake up, I have to zip on a "happy suit"...anybody else tend to do this? My surroundings in the Zoo are pro-productiveness and happiness, so I feel I have sort of take on this adaption in order for me to get through the day.