I am an emotional wreck I went to see my mental health team the supposed team to help me with things I asked for a therapist someone to talk to about my feelings they said what for. its was like why did I even say a thing...

then they went on and on about this rainbow club a place for people so supposedly like myself who needs support...but its not a place like me its a place where people who have mental health illness go and hang out.

I asked them why do I keep thinking of reasons to hurt myself when I have all these good things going for me and they couldn't give an explanation.

Every question I asked they kept saying we are here to support you...and I was like how are you supporting me if you have no answer for my questions and I am crying how is that supportive?

I walked out there feeling emotionally drained and just one big wreck...how supportive really...