That is my biggest fear, termination...just when I feel like I'm starting to trust T and really make progress. I don't know what I would do if T dropped me....I've made some major (and overdue) decisions in my life based on the progress we made, and I'm confident in the decisions, but I need T's support to follow through on them. Part of me can't believe I was so stupid to tell T, but the other part of me couldn't live with the guilt any longer which is why I told T. I'm afraid T will think I'm some crazy stalker who will drive by T's house now or hang out in their neighborhood (which is not true, because the LAST thing I want is to bump into T outside of their office).

I don't know how I'm going to make it through until Friday when I see T again...