Dear T,

Thank you for not making me feel bad for telling you what I did today. Now I feel way too exposed and way too open, but I think you're starting to see the real me. I still wish you were an 'expert' on eating disorders, but I do appreciate you doing the best you can until I get into the ED clinic in another 2 weeks for my assessment. I know what I'm telling you each week must be frustrating in some ways and I wish you could understand, because I sure don't either. I feel like I'm hanging on by a thread waiting for that assessment/treatment plan. Not sure what I'd do without you by my side. So thank you for that and thank you for not putting me inpatient either- I truly believe it would only make things worse at this point. I know I'm very resistant about going to the ED clinic, but I promise you I'm going. My DH will see to it.