Hey all. Sorry I didn't respond. I'm still getting used to the fact that your threads don't
"alert you" when someone responds like they do on other forums. I'll get there

As far as how I'm feeling. "Ehhh" is the best way I can describe it at the moment. Honestly, the feelings come and go, but talking about them with someone def. helped. Transference is still there though, sadly. I'm doing my best to ignore it...if that's possible.

Thanks for checking back though!