I'm growing more and more frustrated as I was just told I might have to BACK into the hospital, 3 times in 4 weeks!! UGH!!! They keep giving me medications that give me weird side effects. I have SI thoughts, and weird visions of static, and I do things I can't remember later. And then I'm fine. Right now, my left arm felt like it was set on fire, and then it went numb. I'm just growing more frustrated as I don't know what's going on in my head or body anymore, and I'm terrified. And I just want to scream "GET MY MEDICATIONS RIGHT!!!" Because I'm doing the DBT, and I'm fine up until this shenanigans happens!