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Originally Posted by PAYNE1
I'm so sad for the circumstances in which you had to give your baby up. Please remember even some churches do say abortion is okay if the pregnancy is a danger to the mother. And it sounds like the little one would probably have been very damaged as well.
I don't know if you believe in an afterlife, but I do. As a result, you certainly might see your little one in the future and your baby will be whole and happy. I know some people even say they have "a child in heaven."
Yes, you can't change the past, but I can understand your grief. Here's a hug for you  and for your little one . |
Thank you for the support. I do like to think of my baby as a happy little chubby angel flitting about visiting occasionally. I am in counseling for my anxiety, marital issues, and now dealing with my grief. It's tricky when different triggers occur. That's the hardest part. I'm just not sure how to move on. Perhaps it's just time but I have this desire to be carrying that baby and raise him. I just don't know.