Hi Booboo ************hugs********************

I understand also, been there (still am) and done it. I used to flinch anytime someone moved too quickly or raised their hands near me. Now if someone comes up behind me and doesn't warn me, there is a distinct possibility I will turn around and swing at them or hit them.

You don't deserve any of this. It is NOT your fault, you haven't done ANYTHING to cause the rage. The issues lie within him. You need to find the strength to leave and get some help.

It isn't easy to do but there are many groups out there that can and will help you. Do you have children? Protect them and yourself - leave as soon as you can. The sooner the better.

Take care of yourself and keep us updated, please.

Mary Alice