Wow thanks for the concern,

I am just ok. I have been having bad episodes every afternoon where I feel extremely suicidal.

I have been trying to get the straight scope on the Psyc unit I always go to,
I called the benefits person at my Husband's work to look into if I am allowed there. I got on the waiting list for Hopkins but they want 5000 up front.

My extreme anxiety still has me housebound. I just have my cats and the dog to talk too.

I am worried about Easter, even though Jason was an
adult I always made him a basket of his favorite candy.

I loved, love him so much.