Thank you.

I've come out as bi now, and am chatting to a woman I 'ish' like. I'm just taking things slow.

I definitely think things have stemmed from my childhood, I get very intrusive thoughts when engaging in any sexual activities, they make me feel disgusting and its hard to keep in the moment then I get really confused and hate myself for enjoying it and it all getsa bit crazy. Its very overwhelming and confusing.

Hopefully, as it get further into my therapy I will get over it.